response to 'gut feelings' posting...

I expected to get a few comments regarding that post. I just need to re-explain my comment in response to some of the comments. It is absolutely normal and practically expected of those who care about you to comment/offer their POV/opinions with regards to your bf/gf. It is part of life to experience all this, and I do agree with P that no one is out to intentionally hurt someone, so just let time do it's thang and we'll see what does/does not develop.
I gotta restate that as a sis I'm obliged to state my opinions and try to break through the stubborness that I know my sister and I both have. As for my friends back home, I do and I really do stress this, that I did appreciate all the comments and concerns. As time has it, I do realize that my stubborness can be a disadvantageous tool. I just want you all to know that as much as I was stubborn, all of your concerns stuck with me and I really did take them into account. I just wish I had done things differently.
I have learned one thing from everything that has happened, and that is to never allow things to get so messy that it causes permanent rifts in friendships. That is something I have regretted since the day things started to change. As much as I have tried to rectify that and wish certain friendships can return back to how they were, I don't think things will ever be back to the 'way they were'. It's a lesson I have learned and it's definately something that I do not want to happen again. In this way, life experience sucks ass. I just have to say, if I haven't said/demonstrated already that I apologize to those that may have felt that I had pushed them away way back then. It was stupid and every now and then those days come back to bug me and make me feel really sad. I wish I could blame it on my immaturity back then, but I can't, it was just a dumb thing I did. Dammit! Relationships are hard!
Anyhoos, now I'm reeeeally late for class. Catch you all later.