the weekend...

school has started for about 2 weeks now. i'm slowly getting into the hang of things. i just hate this stupid frosh flu that has been going around. it's horrible to be sick. i was at boots trying to buy some cough meds and i couldn't help but laugh when i saw the descriptions on the bottles of meds. "chesty cough" and "tickly cough" were some of the descriptions. i found it quite amusing that they didn't have lists of symptoms on the bottles like they do in toronto, but instead have those phunnie descriptions. my friend who is from london didn't find anything amusing about it. she just nodded and said "yeah! chesty cough! you know what that means rite?" i just laughed. hehe.
so as usual, i'm staying in for the weekend. i've realised how important weekends are to me now. yeah, they are still for catching up on sleep and stuff, but i really need them to catch up with lectures. the lectures go by so quickly, it only takes 1 or 2 lectures to fall behind.
i've noticed that i have more time to myself here in manchester, which leads to my brain cranking away at thoughts of many things. i've met some nice friends in my lectures and stuff, but i still have a lot of time to myself. it makes me wonder about a lot of things. i have a tendancy to think about my future, and things i would not ordinarly think of when i'm out and about. it's not a bad thing, but when i do think too much, it just makes me worried. i hate not being secure about my future. i always like things to be confirmed. i've noticed that i'm easily agitated. agitated in that i get jittery, not pissy or anything like that. i hate my nerves! anything that i am slightly nervous about, i just get so jittery. it's bad bad bad. anyhoos, i think everthing is just a state of mind. happiness is a state of mind. sadness is also a state of mind. if one can just grasp this notion, you could practically put yourself in a happie state non-stop.
crap, i did it again. sorrie for the long blog that makes no sense.
thanx patti for "my boo"! i luv it!

There's always that one person
that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause
you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me,
it's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby, you will always be my boo...

It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its'
still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright
(it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while,
but you will always be my boo

Usher ft. Alicia Keys - My Boo