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AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I don't know how I can emphasize that enough. I'm going to go crazy! I don't have enough time to do my work stuff that needs to be finished pronto and go to meetings. I spent from 4.00-7.30 in a meeting at a customer's office and then went to dinner with them afterwards. I didn't get home till almost 11. Lucky me, I was also informed today that I got thrown into a meeting tomorrow morning at 9.30 with another customer. Which means, I have to meet up with a co-worker at 8.30 then head off to the customer. Ah! That's just 1 meeting tomorrow out of a whole slew of things I need to get done by tomorrow or else I'm toast. AAAHHHHH!!! And I know that after I get what I want done tomorrow, there will be more and more just stacking on top, never-ending. I think I'm beginning to have panic attacks. Why? Cuz my boss will kill me everytime he asks me about completed tasks. If I don't get to something yet, and he asks about it, I'm toast! Well, that goes for everyone who works here, but I get a heart attack if he asks me stuff. So I think that I'll have panic attacks at least 3 times a day until I get used to this. AAAAHHHH! Can't breathe! So nervous! Mental breakdown approaching? YESH! I NEED TIME TO RE-COLLECT AFTER WORK!! Going to work, coming home then straight to bed...going to work, coming home, then straight to bed.....I never knew work took up so much time. Maybe it's just HK. AAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!! Hmm, comparing my position at work with all the other millions of workers in HK, I now understand why ppl commit suicide or go drinking like mad and chain smoke. No worries, I'm not crazy enough to do any of that stuff, but pissy me is always just around the corner. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I think this blog has the most "AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!"'s ever. I can't help it! I need to! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
On a not so "I'm going insane" note, a big happie birfday to my aunt and in a few more hours, A BIG BIG BIG BIG HAPPIE BIRFDAY TO MY DADDY!!
Okay, now back to my insanity mode. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I'm a little scared at how I'm handling things rite now. If I already have the jitters now, what will happen later when I get myself even deeper into this work hole? Maybe I should just book myself a spot in one of the better insane asylums in HK, just so I know I'll be sent to somewhere nice when I officially go insane. I'll tell my sister to let you guys know when she finds me sitting in a dark corner of a room rocking and mumbling stuff to myself. AAAAAHHHHH!!!