snow...and immaturity

remember how i said that the weather affects my moods? well, it finally snowed today. so i'm feeling very erm...white? i duno. i just want it to snow more so that it looks pretty out and then i can take my lil cousin to the park and make snow angels as i promised her.
sometimes i wish i can go back to being a kid again. immature you may say. but hey, i can dream can't i? i guess my wanting to always be involved with my lil cousin's life, whether it be going to their school plays, playing with them or making snow angels in the snow help me go back to me. simple lil me. when you were younger, you could be oblivious to the real world, you never had to guess what ppl really mean when they talk to you and you never had to really think about what you have to say. you just do things as you pleased. it was so simple. you got a toy or you were given candy and you would be happy. if you did something wrong, you cried. why does growing up have to be so complex? poo on being an adult. but that's okay, i can keep myself busy, as long as my lil cousin's stay young. sigh, but i guess they eventually grow up too.
blah, in the mean time i'll keep myself occupied with thinking up what to make in the snow. snowmen, snowwomen, angels, forts, what else can you make in the snow? hmm...snowballs! hehe. lovely! now i can think back to that big snowball fight we had up at the cottage. now that was kick ass phun! i think i shall hide out when you ppl come home. i'll hide on the side of your houses to throw a big snowball at you guys. mwahaha. it would be so phunnie to see the look of shock on your faces. yeah yeah, i'm mean, so throw a snowball at me! :OP

currently humming: The Toys'r us kid song.