gah! what am I doing here?!?!

I landed in HK this morning around 7.30 after a 20 hour flight. Someone please, remind me again WHY I AM HERE?!?! I feel like my trip back to toronto didn't really happen. Maybe it was just all in my head. A fabrication. It was too short. I'm looking forward to going home in April/May, but my mum seems to think that maybe I should fly directly to england from HK instead of to toronto then to england. Seeing how much I hated long plane rides and all, it sort of makes sense. But alas, I have to see my friends. I need to! They are my life! They, well you guys, is what keeps me going. I wanna come hooooome.
Though some of you may think that weather over here is better, it so isn't! It's 13 degrees today. I know, not that cold, but it's humid cold, AND I DON'T HAVE HEAT! Talk about running around the apartment with a big blanket wrapped around me. It's actually amusing to see me hobble around the house looking like a human sausage. Anyway, I want heat! I want home! I want my bed. ~viv pouts and is about to throw a big kiddie tantrum~