you! off my planet!
I've taken a liking to that phrase. I duno why. It seems to express rage, anger, with a hint of humour to it.
So I'm back in the office being whipped by my sister. I've been forced to do really mundane menial tasks. Only because it's still iffy whether I will have time to return to work after school starts. If I do, I got a big project ahead of me. If I don't, stupid menial tasks here I come.
Blah, I realize today that I've succumbed to phase 1 (missing home, feeling lost and wanting to go home so badly, hating it here, etc. etc.). I'm hoping that what my friend told me prior to my moving here is right. That after the first 3 weeks of phase 1, I will settle in and slowly adjust to my surroundings and actually like it here. I'm really iffy about getting to that stage. Only because she was off on her own without family in a technology-blooming country, whereas I'm here with family, family that I'm not used to being with 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, etc. etc.
Let's hope she's right, I don't want to get stuck in phase 1. I feel so...just so very crappie. I fear that if I do enter phase 2, that I would have changed in some sort of way. Not become "fobitized" or anything like that, but attitude change. I don't want HK attitude. It's rude, and from my point of view, at many times, offensive. Just the other day, my sister said that she received an e-mail from one of her friends that detailed what all the swearing that everyday ppl in HK seem to incorporate into their everyday language. And man, after seeing that e-mail, you know english is a very friendly language. I tell you, ppl in HK who swear every second word is rude (that is if u knew what those swear words mean). Rude rude ppl not to mention dirty.
Blah, bear with me guys as I go through my phase I. My blogs will consist of whining, resentment, and more whining. I'm homesick. Let me be for a little while? Then you guys can start cyber smacking me upside the head to cheer and toughen up in your e-mails.


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