troubled soul...

I think I've managed to establish a schedule, a regular routine for myself to keep me occupied. I go to class from mondays to fridays 9.30-12.30 with the exception that I have a tutorial till 2.00 on Mondays. On mondays and tuesdays I have my tutor come to tutor me in mandarin and then I tutor my lil cousins in engilsh and practice piano with them. Wednesday through Friday I go to work from 2.00 till 8.00. Busy, eh? I think so too. It's not the phunnest schedule but it keeps me occupied. Luckily I was able to reserve the weekends for myself.
I got so peeved at my sis today cuz she yelled at me at work. More like she distributed her pent up stress on to me. I was so peeved. I told her, NEVER yell at me. Many of you have never seen me really angry. I either can just flip the switch and not bother talking to you, or I have my say until I'm satisfied. I'm pretty "hard neck" when it comes down to me being mad. Once I'm mad at you, I'm mad and you'll know it.
I'm tired. Just so very tired, with everything. Do you guys think that we're able to take a break from life? At least in Toronto, I could use the term hibernation when I was in loo and decided to just huddle in my apt and study. I can't hibernate here, it's not cold enuf. Maybe I can just take some really good sleeping pills and sleep for a couple days. Maybe I'd wake up refreshed and ready to face life again. I just need to re-energize or something.
My friend will think that I'm being so negative when she reads this, she'll hafta re-challenge me to see things positively. Well, I do see things positively, just that even when I do, it still doesn't look so good. Haha. Go figure.
Oh well, there's my rant of the day. "It's still good! It's still good!" I think.

currently playing: love song for no one - John Mayer