...

I know I complain a lot and I haven't stopped since I got here. I tried to make myself believe that by coming here I'd be happie. All happie. I'm not. I guess I kept on telling myself that before I came here, but I didn't bother to think about what would happen if it didn't work out here, if i hated it here. Then what? Well, more or less I gotta stick it out, my plane ticket here was a one-way ticket. Well, okay, it's a return ticket, but it's a one-way ticket in that I'm here for the year.
I left Toronto so I could take a breather from life there. I think I may have chose the wrong place to "vacation." I'm hoping that when school starts on Monday, things will get better. When I was in Toronto there was only one thing that wasn't making me happie, whereas in HK, I miss my home in Toronto, my friends and everything is making me unhappie. I'm suppose to be missing my family and friends in Toronto, but my moving here hasn't proved to help me out on my other issue. I think I may have to change something, again. I know I'm indecisive about the actions I take, but hopefully in the end, everything will fall back into place and be good again. Right now, a break.
I know that many of you aren't on MSN at the same time as I am, so this won't affect you guys. For those I do chat with on MSN, I'm going to disconnect myself for a bit. I will still blog and e-mail, but I won't be online. So keep the e-mails coming.
No worries peeps, Viv hasn't totally lost it yet, I'm still me. If my blog doesn't make sense, it's okay, I'm sort of just mumbling. Bottom line is, viv is going to make some changes to her life cuz she's not as happie as before.
I miss you guys.