yay me!

I did it! I did it! I ordered my 2 seasons worth of dvds on Amazon. Oooooh. Too bad I promised my sis that I wouldn't start watching Felicity till I got to HK. Poo. But yay me! I have something in english to watch!! I wanted to get more seasons of shows but there isn't much out there. Doh.
Poo. I just realized that there are too many things I should do before I leave (i.e. drink myself silly with second cup's creme brulee) haha. Aiya!
So my daddy finally decides that I'm starting to go bonkers with juggling my full time job and his stuff (he's coming back on tuesday I think). If I had to take another 2 weeks worth I'm going to be so tired out and crazy. Working after work at home is not much phun. Having to work on the weekends isn't phun either. I had to drive all the way to the west side of town to get some stuff done at friggin 8pm on a Saturday! SATURDAY! To top if off, my dad thinks or seemed to forget that weekends are suppose to be my holiday, so he decides to keep calling me around 4ish on saturday afternoon to tell me to get stuff done before monday. Great. Sigh, I know, I know from my blog before I said I'd try to be positive, but I CAN'T! I don't even have normal lunches at work anymore, I eat quickly with my coworkers and run for the bank. Gah!! I needed that break!
I think this stress is physically affecting me. I've been having stomach aches in the evenings, bad stomach aches. I don't think that I can eat bad food that many times. It's the kind of stomach aches that comes and goes and curling in the fetal position doesn't help and you just can't sleep it off. I swear I felt like puking last night. Man. Puking at 4AM in the morning after tossing for a couple hours in bed just doesn't feel good.
Okay, think positive, think positive.

I didn't know it could feel like this
I didn't know the hurt
And I try to explain to myself
But I can't find no word

So I lie about it
And I tell 'em I'm feeling fine
And I'll cry about it
Hoping tomorrow will change my mind

Happiness has come to this
And God, it's such a heavy burden to bear

Happiness - Abra Moore