i'm meeeeeeltiiiiiiing....

Yay! I'm alive!! Hi peeps! I'm in HK now. It's so hot, I nearly melted onto the pavement as my sis and I were loading the trunk of our car. Anyhoos, I'm so happie that some of my friends were able to make it to the airport. It was a good goodbye thingie. We chatted and there were no tears! Well, as I was walking in, I really felt it. I didn't even know if I could turn around and wave my last goodbye, but I did it. As I was sitting at the gate waiting to board the plane, I was thinking, if I just walked back out and missed my plane, I wouldn't have to go. During the plane ride, I nearly cried at least 4 times. My emotions were going whack, seriously. I felt so sad and bad that I was leaving everyone here in Toronto. The little boy that was sitting beside me kept giving me weird looks cuz I was tearing up as I was watching Lilo & Stitch. I watched that movie like 4 times on the plane and each time I was teary eyed. I was teary eyed watching Knotting Hill and How to Lose a Guy in 10 days and this stupid chinese flick too. I'm so glad ppl didn't notice me teary eyed. Anything that seemed slightly sad in the movies I saw on the plane triggered the tears. I managed to get myself feeling very nauseated and sick on the flight too. Good for me. I think it was cuz I attempted to eat the food. Since I decided not to pay overly priced Gravol at the newstand where my gate was, I got sick. Stupid me, eh? Oh well, I was so glad to get off the plane when it landed. I just needed off, anywhere but in the plane. Maybe it's some sort of clausterphobia type thing. But once I got out of the plane and was going through immigration, I was even more sad. I was already in HK, halfway around the world from my home. I called my dad from my cell and told him I wanted to come home and he just laughed it off, but I really meant it.
I miss you guys. :'O( All I kept doing was replaying in my head the last few days we all spent together and the last hugs I got from everyone. I promise after I get a little more settled down I'll set up my internet stuff properly on my laptop so I can get online. In the meantime, check my blog, I'll update as often as I can from the computer here. Love you all!