bestest friends...

I have the bestest friends ever! I duno if I say that enough, but I always say that to myself in my head. Saturday was a beautiful day for a great picnic. Although it was slightly kool, it didn't matter. I had the bestest company I could ever have. All the friends that I cherish the most came to the picnic. It felt so good. It was like old times. Too bad we made too much food though, man, I still have a lot of egg salad in my fridge and it scares me every time I see it. Hehe.
I'm sad. Very very sad. For the past months, weeks and days I've tried not to think about the day I'm leaving. But as the time draws nearer, it's starting to kick in. I'm leaving, for a long time. I really don't like this feeling. I'm so afraid that once I give my last hugs and wave my last goodbyes I'm going to regret making the decision to go off to study. I'm afraid that after I get there, I would wanna run back on the plane and come back. :'O(
I'm going to miss my friends. You guys are the best. You guys are my family. I love you guys!! I know each and everyone of you guys know that I love you guys from the bottom of my butt (that's how deep my love for you guys is cuz loving you guys from the bottom of my heart just isn't deep enough).
This will be my last entry in Toronto before I leave for HK. Hopefully I'll be able to get online as soon as possible and fill you in on the trip to HK. For now, take care everybody! Luv you all!