complete mental breakdown...

I think I'm going to cry or go insane or something along those lines. Had a lot of work to do today at work and decided to pent out some of my frustrations by working out a little longer and harder than usual at Goodlife. I stayed for the hour long body flow (tai chi/yoga/pilates) class on top of my regular cardio work out. I nearly fell asleep on the mat during the last 5 mins of relaxation, I didn't want to get up. Lo and behold I come home to a bunch of other work to do. Hungry, tired, stressed and frustrated isn't a very good combination for me. I called up my Dad at 8:30 as I am suppose to every day to report the on-goings about business in toronto. Lucky me, I got crapped on becuase I decided to hold one thing off to do today. None of the other work I have been doing got any acknowledgement, it's so damn hard to work for my dad. If you don't do things perfectly, you're worthless and deserve to be fired. Nice. So nice to be crapped on AND have to continue to do work after getting crapped on. Another long day tomoro and yet another day closer to my leaving Toronto.

Feelings at the moment: RAGE!...so very tired...so very very tired....
At the brink of: Losing my mind/Falling over the cliff (you decide)
Wanting to: Throw something really big out my bedroom window (if that is even possible)

Sigh. Into my safe heaven I go (yes, my bed) and crash till I have to get up and start the whole process over again.