off on a tangent...

Have you ever wondered why you are constantly online? Why must we feel that we should be online even if we're not at the computer? Is it just a habit? I think for me, it's partly becuase of habit. But then again, I think it's because I want to feel like I'm interacting with people. Honestly though, I think I'm just afraid of being alone. Just knowing that some of my friends online can see me online and may want to msg me is comforting. Am I being selfish for wanting that? I duno.
You know those dreams where you're invisible to everyone around you? I find those very disturbing. You can't talk to these people and they can't talk to you. You're non-existent. I fear being alone. I mean, what's life if you're alone?
So I guess being online isn't too bad? Or maybe I'm just making excuses to be online. Eh, I duno.