um, I don't know...

I've been in a daze lately. It's only Tuesday and the week is just inching by. Just the past Sunday, I woke up in bed and sat up starring around at my room. I think I was sitting there for atleast 15 mins. I was taking in all the details of my room. I wasn't sure I was really there. The thought running through my head at the time was "right now you are in your room, but in a couple hours, you will be staring at some other wall in Waterloo" I know this may sound weird, but have you ever closed your eyes and imagined you were elsewhere? And when you really concentrate, you can actually almost feel that you are there? If you stretched out your hand, you could almost feel the objects near you. Alrite, I agree that if you were to walk in on someone doing that, arms outstretched, eyes closed, you'd think they were crazy. But I did that before, and sometimes I still do. It shows how desperate I am to want to be at home when I'm here in waterloo.
But back to my daze issue. The last couple days just sort of passed by, phun events I had I am questioning if they really happened. Well, I know they did, but when I look back now, it's more of an "oh, I went out and did that?" I think I'm just blindlessly going about my daily activities and not really seeing what I'm actually doing. Does that make sense? Maybe I've slept too much lately and I'm getting mixed up between what is really happening and what isn't.

Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late...

Back to me
I know it comes
Back to me
Doesn't it scare you
Your will is not as strong
As it used to be

So these two parts of a song by John Mayer are pretty good. I'm curious as to how he comes up with meaningful lyrics. Has anyone noticed that he's pretty cute? ha ha. I guess his interview on launch just added a couple more marks to his cute-ness.