too tired...

I couldn't wake up this morning. I was suppose to go to class since my midterm was on Wednesday. When my alarm clock rang, I just kept shutting it off. I crawled into bed at 10:45 already, becuase I just wanted the day to end, just sleep and escape into my dream world. Does anyone notice that their dreams sometimes continue where they left off the last time you dreamt them? Or certain characters reappear? Well, I've been having that a lot lately, and I'm starting to have that old feeling I used to get when i was in grade 6. I had a strong belief for awhile that my life as it is now is not the real one. It was only my dream world that was real. I thought that when we dreamt, it was just you in another lifetime, but everything was real. When you go to sleep in your dream world, you wake up here.
Recently, I've noticed my dreams seem pretty realistic. I'm at the same age as I am now, and the relations with people are the same. Except one big difference, I think I've made my dreams into how I wish life really were. The dream I had last before I woke up was of me with my sister and mum in a chinese restaurant of some sort eating dim sum. We were with company, one of my friend's parents were at the table too. It was really odd in a sort of way, but at the same time not, since the parents knew each other already and in real life had met up for drinks before. I guess it was odd becuase I was there and so was my sister but my friend wasn't there. But the oddest thing was that I made my mum to be more friendly. She was down-to-earth and very warm to be with. Now that is what sort of frightened me. I woke up thinking that it was wrong of me to dream her up that way, because she is unique in her own way, and she is my mum. I shouldn't want anything to be changed. I guess the next time the dream sequence continues, I'll find out more about what happens. It's just so odd, her being friendly with my friend's parents. And why wasn't my friend there? I guess I'll have to wait till I fall asleep to find out what happens.
Maybe I am dreaming right now, my other life seems so serene at the moment. Maybe that is why I've been wanting to stay in bed all day. I remember telling a friend this past weekend that I wish I could skip all my classes and stay in bed in toronto. But then again, reality check. You can't stay in bed all day. Dreams are only good because you make them into what you want it to be, right? But I don't fully believe in that, because why would we have nightmares?