Self assessment…

Every now and then I would notice things that I do that I am unhappie about. I try to make a mental note to not do it again, but I realize it's really hard not to because sometimes you just unknowingly do things. One example out of many is that I feel I'm too chattie. I tend to blab on too much about nothing important and I'm a really bad person to watch movies with because I either over analyze the movie or ask stupid questions. Often, I notice that I do this, but always too late. I only think, "man, I shouldn't have been so ma fan," or that I would have done something another way if I could. But I guess that it's hard to change when these actions are a habit. At least I know that I do these things. I just haven't figured out a way to constantly catch myself before I do these things. It's weird how I would get annoyed myself later for acting a certain way but I guess I just wished I didn’t have flaws in how I express myself. I just have a bad way of communicating with ppl.