standing in the rain

as i was showering tonite, a strange thought came to my mind. if u cry in the shower, you don't really know if your really crying. when i say crying, i mean tears. just think, hot water from the shower will be running down your face as well as tears (if there are any), so you wouldn't really know if you were crying or if you just have that icky feeling of crying. if you get soap in your eye, did you really tear up? or is it just the running water? hmm. you probably did tear up. what a stupid thing i thought of. but nevertheless, now you know the things i think about in the shower. it's my decontamination zone, so i relax in the shower and try to think of nothing of importance. i luv the shower, hot water can do so many things to your body. showering is like standing in the rain, except instead of the nice cold droplets cooling your skin in the hot summer, it's hot water warming your skin from the cold weather outside. sometimes i feel like sleeping in the shower. even when you're taking a luxurious bath, it's so comfortable that sometimes you feel like drifting off to sleep, maybe that's how some ppl drown. i sure hope that doesn't happen to me. but it's sooo tempting to sleep in the bathtub full of bubbly hot water. i guess when you see ppl in the movies with a glass of wine in the bath, it's not a very good idea since u might fall asleep even easier and drown yourself? bah, whatever, this nonesense babbling is probably boring you. so i shall go until i think of something better to write about.