dreams...
last night i had a dozen dreams about me in relationships. they ranged from post break-up scenarios to getting asked out by some unknown guy. i woke up feeling horrible. it was wierd. in every situation the male seemed to have either ticked me off or the other way around. there was no understanding in all the dreams. it was really odd. there were two dreams that i remember distinctly.
in the first one, it was a post-relationship situation. i was at a big chinese restaurant with my family and for some odd reason this guy was part of the dinner party. him and his buddy peeved me off, for some reason they were jeering at me becuase they believed that i was still lusting after the guy (after the fact that i had dumped him). i was trying to be studious and nice in the situation and they had taken it the wrong way. i don't remember exactly what happened but the reaction i got from that dream was utter frustration. i ended up leaving in the middle of dinner by respectfully excusing myself.
in the second dream that i remembered, some guy who had been stalking me from afar, had jumped out of nowhere and grabbed me. obviously that scared the crap out of me. in that odd situation, he had presented me with various gift items and had asked me out. i was so freaked out i just told the man as nicely as i could that i didn't want to be in a relationship since i had recently ended one. he scampered off scowling at me.
i'm telling you, none of the dreams i had made sense, they didn't have a beginning or an end, just segments. for some odd reason, in between these short sequences of odd relationships, i had short clips of family and friends eating. i think my subconscious is trying to tell me something, but i duno what it is. food and relationships? maybe now that i've started to gain control of my conscious sanity, my subconscience is slowly slipping away. someone explain my dreams to me. i'm so sleepie now, i kept waking up after every segment of dreams. gah!
maybe my dreams of food is a reminder that i've been munching on one too many chocolates? but what about the ones about relationships? am i not equipped to be in one? or is a foreshadow of what is to come? yikes, i sure it's not foreshadowing cuz if it is, I'M SCARED!!


0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home